CAN I JUST MOURN ABOUT HOW I JUST LOST ALL MY TABS?
THERE WERE LIKE OVER 20 UNREAD FANFICS COLLECTED OVER THE PAST FEW MONTHS THROUGH PATIENTLY BROWSING THROUGH THE KINK MEME.
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Some of the fics I remember that were there…
Miles is James Bond
Miles is some prince who is supposed to woo Mia but instead falls in love with Phoenix
okay I forgot the others
DSGJAGJA BUT
OH GOD
;A; They were from older parts too. OTL ALL THE SADS. I HAVE THEM.
“He was good… He was very good…” A lone tear slipped past his defences. “He’s dead… My little boy is dead…” He removed his glasses and wiped at the tears cascading down his cheeks. Eventually he gave up trying to prevent them and just let them flow. A strangled sob escaped from between his lips, followed by another. “Miles…”
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I HAVE NOT CRIED THIS MUCH SINCE DEMENTIA
IT HURTS HURTS HURTS TOO MUCH
I CAN’T TAKE THE GREGORY HURT
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I CAN’T I CAN’T I CAN’T
WELL I DEFY YOU DEPRESSING FAN FIC WITH THIS FAN ART THERAPY I DID.
Phoenix and Miles happily married with Phoenix grinning dorkily and Miles trying to be all cool but inside he’s all like “sdgjaslkgjlajglja”
YEAH I WILL FIGHT FOR MY SHIP. FIGHT TO THE DEATH
Let me ask, time has passed
Do you feel this could last?
If you don’t, why then stay
Take your wings fly away
I love you way too much
To wanna be the one who brings you down
OH LOOK. I made Dementia fanart.
I WAS SOBBING WHILE MAKING THIS.
(Song: One Last Song by A1. WHEN WILL SONGS STOP BEING ABOUT ACE ATTORNEY)
Every time I kiss, I feel your lips
Every time I cry, I see your smile
And every time I close my eyes, I realize
That every time I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
MORE FAN ART FOR SHADOWS PASSING. GOOD GOD. THAT FAN FIC. ALSO THIS SONG. IS SO SPOT ON. GOD. HERE ARE THE FULL LYRICS. AND THE MUSIC VIDEO FOR YOU. (Best read and listened to in Edgeworth’s POV)
YOU’RE WELCOME.
Might make art for Dementia but no promises there. I’ve got a song for it too. Shut up.
wait suddenly this sucks in my eyes someone flood this away please dkgjfakjfhlad
I just added Shadows Passing to my fic rec.
It is amazing. JUST GO READ IT. If you already read it, READ IT AGAIN.
GOD. I am so late into this fandom.
Also it’s from the same author of Dementia. SO YES, FEELINGS. FGJHJKL SO MANY FEELINGS. If only I can contact this author and give them all the art in the world. If only.
I really need to decrease my tabs (I’m not like you, Nie. I prefer to see the titles of my tabs, thank you very much. Hahaha) so I will just put all the good ones that I’ve collected right here. This will be updated every time I find a good one.
I just read this uber marvelous Phoenix-Miles-Trucy-family fan fiction that just gave me all the happy feels I really need. Best bedtime story ever. ;_;
Good morning guys! To the people I was talking to, let’s talk again when I wake up <33333
I read another devastating fan fic again so I have once more resorted to fan art therapy. (OBVIOUSLY FAILED WITH THE FIRST ONE. I am such a failure. I wish I’d stop failing myself and I wish I am able to draw the images in my head)
I honestly had hoped until the very end that it would at least have a happy ending. IT DIDN’T. IT WAS SO DKJFGAKLJGLJA I CAN’T. I’m so angry and frustrated that I just ugh. THERE WAS NO CLOSURE AND JUST GRRRR. I can’t.
As soon as Phoenix walks into the room, he gets up and kisses him hard on the mouth. “I love you,” he breathes.
The other’s face dissolves into a sloppy smile. “I love you too, Miles, but where on earth did that come from?”
Edgeworth pulls him into an embrace. “I realized I’ve barely said those words at all in the last twenty years.”
“You didn’t have to,” Phoenix murmurs. “I knew already.”
His hands tighten around the other’s waist. “Still. You deserve to hear it more. And… and I want to say it. While I still can.” To his surprise, he can feel tears welling up in his eyes. “I love you, Phoenix. So much. You’ve always been by my side. Even now, when—when the end is coming.”
“Don’t say that—”
“But it’s the truth. We both know it. S-so until that end comes, I’m going to say it as much as possible. B-before I forget how.” He presses his face into his shoulder. “I love you. I love you. I love you. No matter what happens later, just… just know. I’ll love you.”
“Me too,” Phoenix whispers, and he thinks he can hear the other’s voice catch.
They hold each other like they’re never going to let go.
I think I made a mistake. I was teary-eyed at Part 4 but Part 5 did me in. And it was this exact scene. And the fan fiction only continued to become sadder and sadder. And it’s been a full 8 hours since I’ve read it and slept but it still made me cry. I don’t know why I’m making myself suffer by reading it again. But it hurts so good.
Sorry fail hug drawing is fail. IDK how okay. orz And they’re a lot older in the fic but meh, I just wanna draw them hugging. Sue me.
EDIT: Oh right. Forgot to mention. It’s the fic where Miles get Alzheimer’s. It’s such a well written fan fic and it has broken so many (too many?) hearts.
